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Is This Not Love? by XbeautifulXillusionX, literature

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Is This Not Love?

How could you possibly say that I’m not in love with you? Look at all I’ve done simply for the sake of your happiness. I’ve stood on the sidelines as you chose others to love, Pretending my love for you had faded So our friendship could prevail once again. Locked in the darkness of my own madness, I’m alone where you left me. Tattered and bruised to the bone, Pieces of my heart still scattered on the floor. Though every waking moment you are by my side, I force a smile most splendid So that you won’t see the suffering you have inflicted. For your sake alone, I harbor such agony, Longing for a man wh

Unloved by XbeautifulXillusionX, literature

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Unloved

Hanging onto your every word, Hope engulfs me. As sugary and alluring as The fruit of a poisonous tree. Feelings I thought I had long lost, Erupt like a newly active volcano. Wrapped around your elegant finger, You stand there flaunting that nonexistent halo. Do not whisper sickly-sweet verses into my ears While knowing that you are the reason for my despair. You left me alone with nothing but dismal thoughts – You do not deserve to be the reason I blissfully walk on air. You hang on the arms of another Yet you continue to toy with my fragile heart. How can you do such a thing Knowing that you’re the one who tore it

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Sacrificial Lamb by XbeautifulXillusionX, literature

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Sacrificial Lamb

Body tensed, jaw clenched – A vision of red dances before your eyes, Clouding your sight. Rage courses thick through your veins. Feeling lost and out of control, Instinct takes over. Slash. Cut. Jab. Your days of being used are over. A new, devilish you is born. Shaking hands stained crimson. Fresh blood drips from your limbs. Oh, sacrificial lamb, You unfortunate soul; Always saving others But who’s going to save you?

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About XbeautifulXillusionX

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Jan 11
United States
Deviant for 13 years
www.toxic-w0nder.tumblr.com/
She / Her

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Taylour Von Kilter; 21 years old; Single; Harry Potter; Shy; Quiet; Creative; Easygoing; Friendly; Antisocial; Draco Malfoy; Writing; Camping; Beach; Woods; Gir; Coffee; House; Cooking; Sweet; Protective; Kandi; Family; Music; Tomboy; Basketball; Lime green; Skinny jeans; Tattoos; Yorkies; Caring; Criminal Minds; Long walks; Photography; Converse; Piercings; Baking, etc.

Youtube account: www.youtube.com/user/xitstayra…

Current Residence: USA
Favourite genre of music: I'll listen to almost any genre
Favourite photographer: I don't really have one...
MP3 player of choice: Doesn't matter to me; As long as it plays music, I'm happy

Favourite Movies

All Harry Potter movies; Pretty in Pink; Can't Buy Me Love; The Breakfast Club; Sixteen Candles

Favourite TV Shows

Criminal Minds, American Dad, House, CSI, Pretty Little Liars, Family Guy

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Linkin Park, Escape the Fate, Blessthefall, Black Veil Brides, Family Force 5, Three Days Grace, Eyes Set To Kill, All Time Low, etc.

Favourite Books

Harry Potter, Anything and everything by Nicholas Sparks

Favourite Writers

Nicholas Sparks, J.K. Rowling, Stephen King

Favourite Games

Sims, Guitar Hero, James Bond, Mortal Kombat

Other Interests

Writing, Reading, Music, Dance, Crafts

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XbeautifulXillusionX

Aug 13, 2013

Meh

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Bleh Bleh Bleh Bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh. Life sucks. Love sucks. People suck. Fuck everything. 凸ಠ益ಠ)凸 On another noooote... My future boyfriend/husband will be Asian. Especially if they sing/dance/play guitar. Because...Adorableness.  (｡♥‿♥｡) *cough*Male K-Pop groups are my new obsession*cough*

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XbeautifulXillusionX

Jul 9, 2013

TAG

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Tagged by: ~VaporTrails2 (https://www.deviantart.com/vaportrails2) 1. You must post these rules. 2. Each person has to share 10 things about them. 3. Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the persons you've tagged will have to answer. 4. Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal. 5. Go to their page and inform them they are tagged. 6. Not something like "you are tagged if you read that".7. You have to legitimately tag 10 people. About Me: 1. I love Green Tea. 2. Tuxedo Mask was my first anime crush. xD 3. I find it easier to get along with guys, and I think that's why I've never had a successful friendship with the 5 best (girl) friends I had

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XbeautifulXillusionX

Feb 25, 2013

F My Life

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I keep putting off writing this journal, but I've finally motivated myself to do it. -_- I've been really bad at posting photos for my 365 day "project"; mainly because I'm just lazy and way to obsessed with watching anime and reading manga. Hehe ^-^; But, I really cannot post photos until further notice. My camera is broken (the zoom lens thingy does not extend). So until I can figure out how to fix it, I won't have any photos to upload. Unless my Polaroid camera (which is in this photo here: http://xbeautifulxillusionx.deviantart.com/art/Polaroid-1-8-13-347616644) So that is part of the reason for my lack of activity. xD That is all. o.